I Still Have A Dream..

I Have a dream..

a song to sing..

hehe.suddenly i sang that westlife song when i wrote this blog.

i know,maybe some of you already bored bout my complaints,wishes,and my dream.

but,

huhh...

i want to quit my job.

again?? :)

i hear it from my heart..

i heard that this is not the way that i really want in my life..

i like freedom..

it felt like when i see the cloud in the blue sky in the afternoon..

no one tell me what i have to do.

i am the one who tell me what i want to do and have to do.

i know i not suitable for in an office job.

too many rule

too many drama

too many seniority & envyness..

am i that pretty & talented?:)

i want to be business owner..

doing what i really like

in time that i want..

just like my prince told me,"find what you like in your life and enjoy it."

actually i felt shame.

in my age,i still dont do a job that i really desire.

im confuse what i have to do in this short term ahead.

i think i must quit.

find another job that have a less pressure (of course better bos)

so i have a less burden in my office job while doing my business..

i still doing a little business there & business here.

i already doesnt put lot of hope and antuism after my surgery 2 weeks a go.

i guess bcoz i just understand health & happiness from family is the most important after all things i've been through.

i still have little bit hopes and plan.

but little..

just want to see what happen next..

i cannot handle with this 2 problems in my life.

i hope just like most people say,"after rain,theres come rainbow."

amen..